Collins, Lucy

[Lucy Collins]

you're my brand of heroin ,]
Lucero Tamsyn Collins, The Third

"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~

character full name: Lucero Tamsyn Collins
alias: Lucy, Luce, Star, LC
age: age 22
birthday: May 18th, 1986
affiliation: Quileutes
status: human,

"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~

eyes: Blue Almond Shaped with eye shadow
hair: Waist length, blonde and curly. sometimes straight but always long
height: 5'11weight: 120 lbs
distinguishing features: She wears a necklace with star pendant on it. Since her name means Star
general appearance: Lucy is Tall and slnder probably a good head head taller than her mother. She prefers jeans and tshort but she doesn;t ming wearing dresses as long as they don't show cleavage. although most girls wear high heals lucy doesnlt because she has hard time standing in them.

"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~

likes: Animals - They're wonderful to watch and there is such a great variety to. i like most of them. Animals don't judge you like people do.
Chinese Food - mostly garlic chicken. not spicy garlic chicken. I also like fortune cookies not the cookie part the fortunes. I collect the fortunes
Pizza - love Cheese Pizza with mushrooms. I find pepperoni to greasy and some sausage is too spicy
Pepsi -no explanation for why i just do. I like how it tastes i stopped being able to taste regular coke a few years ago,.
Coke Zero - no explanation, that's not true i like it because it takes like diet coke without that funky after taste.
Snickers Bars or in fact most candy it depends on my mood. My cravings change once a month.
Good Music - or what she sees as good music. sometimes that is what is popular sometimes it isn't. Anything that she enjoys for the most part
Collecting - I just like collecting things i like. some people call it hoarding but i can get rid of things. If they're cute and catch my eye i collect them.
Photos - when I want a lasting memory of somethign i take a photo of it. or if somethign is interesting. I love photos. They can be artistic or meaningful.
Writing - this is my way of being creative. When i feel inspired i write with everything inspiration ebbs and flows.
Organization - I like this because i like knowing hwere everythign but occassionally i move thigns around and forget where things are.
Comfort - this has many meaning. I like being comfortable around people but i also like clothes to be comfortable.
Loyalty - Someone who will stand by you no matter what. This is connected to the trust issues from my past. I will not going into that that is for someone i trust.
Quiet (Sometimes) - I like quiet when i've been in a crowd for a while. but not late at night sometimes it gives me a headache.
Sunsets - the colors annd pure beauty every sunset is unique. It;'s the end of the day but it's as unique as the day itself.
dislikes: Spiders - I have no explanation for this it just suddenly happened
Heights - i haven't always been afraid of heights but I am now. I used to climb to the highest spot in the house when i was little and now i am afraid of heights.
Rats - I was bitten by one when i was 17. I was sleeping and i woke up with my hfinger bleeding
Feeling Alone - this is a bit hard to explain. like above with quiet, sometimes i like being alone and other times i don't.
Confusion - this is kind of connected to the dislike listed below it. Needing Help leads to confusion.
Needing Help - For the longest tiime Lucy believed needing help wth something was weakness so she never really asked for it.
Dad - Hasn't seen him in 8 years. Makes me uncomfortable
Allergies - Due to the fact i am allergic to roses and they're the flower i am allergic to.
Being Interrupted - if my thoughts are cut off while i am talking it takes anywhere from tens minutes to two hoiurs to remember what i forgot. sometimes i finish a though ht the next day.
Feeling like i forgot something - when i think i forgot something and i really didn't. that drives me crazy
Feeling Lost - this is connected to Confusion. and Needing help. sdo it's a bit harder to explain. I tend to feel overwhelemed by emtions
Manipulators - Lucy's First boyfriend, she met him in middle school would always tell her what she wanted to hear and he would come over to her house and then say "i weill be back in five minutes" and disappear for several months. Then she broke up with him and the guy she datred after him would never let her talk.
Users - thinking bacl on past relationships makes one wonder if I allow myself to be used.
Guilt - I have no idea why i feel guuiilt for things that were beyond my control or having to call in sick at work when i am sick.
Being Nervous - this one is hard to explain but i guess everyone experiences it. I am not sure how to fully explain this. But when I get nervous i have hard time talking and i usually stare until the person starts talking.
ambitions: TO be seen a useful person
abilities: Writing, Photography and organiztion
secrets: Her friends in La Push donlt know that she's living under another name, Lucy Mills, to keep her parents from finding her.
That she;s an an heiress
she;s rich
personality: Initially she's really shy until she figures out if she can trust you. Then she'll joke around with her friends. sometimes when she wants to start a conversation and can;lt think of anything to say she stares at the other person until they speaks first. Although inherantly nonathletic like the others she does love watching them. Shy and Creative, Loyal and will help her friends if she can.

Lucy loves writing because in her stories she can be uncorrupted and happy because being molested made her feel like no one could love her properly. She prefers staying in the shadows because she's afraid something will happen to her if she gets close to someone. Sometimes when she reads her mind gets jumpy and she tends to start reading out loud to think clearly. Once she has friends she prefers keeping them. but she tends to act needy because she's afraid of people hating her. She doesn't like saying No because of this fear no one will talk to her if she says she doesn't want to.

She has an excellent memory she remembers almost everything she sees and hears. she has a crappy short term memory sometimes and she loses her train of thought if someone interrupts her midstream She sometimes contonues a thought several hours later that was interrupted.

Creative:
She loves writing in the summer she'll sometime stay up until 1 or two on hte morning just writing because the mood strikes her there are only two things that impede the writing her hand going numb and running out of paper. she has a compulsive need to stay within the margins on the paper. if she sees she;s going to go over the margins or has she will rewrute the whole page. tends to leaved the bottom five lines on a sheet of paper blank. she has no idera why. if she writes on one of the bottom five lines she will tear the page out and rewrite it.


Organized:
she prefers to be organized. everything in her room is in a specific place and she hates it when people touch her stuff. unless she tells them they can. Everything she owns is in her room. Most of her stuff is in matching storage boxes and all her movies and cds are organized by genre and studio. When she gets really bored she will reorgnanize everything but this usually ends with her losing something small by putting it some place else and then it takes four hours to find it. she has her shirts arranged by color and type. and the pants she that wonlt fit in her dresser drawers are haging on hangers in the closet sorted by type. Her books are all arranged by size from large to small.

Habits:
She tends to close her bedroom door everytime she ;eaves the house because she doesn't want her mother's cat to sleep on her bed. When she gets nervous she tends to hide in bathrooms. that's habit she started when she was a child. never eats cold toast because she finds it waxy and disgusting. Tends to get side tracked in the middle of one task and ends up doing something else. If she mispalces something she tends to have hard time sleeping because of it.

Collecting:
Most people call it being packrat because she will pick up things that people think are junk because she sees them as still having a purpose somehow. She still has an old stuffed animal her grandmother made for her when she was a baby. it's the only think amongst her collections that has nothing else like it. it may be dingy and ripped but her grandmother made and she intends to keep it for the rest of her life. She collects many things if she likes it she will start collecting it.


History: I am 20 years old and my birthday is May 18th, 1990. In Maine, but after being arrested by someone who didn't like my father. I moved to Forks. I love it in Forks. Most people find it aggrivating that the weather is the same almost all the time in Forks but I prefer the predictability.

Lucy has had a few relationships for a couple years with this guy but he wasnlt letting me be myself so i broke up with him. I would rather not speak of how he made me feel when i sat down and thought about after I broke up with him. The dates were good and my first date was when i was 12. with my first boyfriend. He was my first love in the mind ofa person who doesnlt underdstand that much of the world. I will never forget my first kiss. It was when my first boyfriend and i were working cleaning the cafeteria we did for an hour everyday we were in the backroom emptying the trash to take out back and I grabbed his shirt and kissed him. My adrenaline was pumping for the rest of the day. I kissed him.

Lucy is estranged from her father, she is really ill at ease around him. The thing few people in her life know about is as the age of eight Lucy was molested by her father's brother, she wad going to the bathroom in her grandparents house one day when her father was visitting with his family while her mother was working. She was always a curious chiuld so she saw her uncle alone in his room afer she finished using hte bathroom, she iopened hte door to his room and she can't recall exactly what lead to him unzipping his pants and since Lucy always did what she was asked to, and still does for fear of people hating her, she ended up caressing his penis and she eventually told her mother about it.

In 2006 she ended up going to the emergency room because she had been coughing for months and she ended up coughing so hard she cracked a rib. that was hte only time in her life that she's ever taken pain killers for anything. She has had Bronchitis three times in her life. She hates the bronchitis, because when she starts coughing her tightens up and her throat closes up. and everytime she gets sick she has no apetite

At the present time, 2008, lucy is the imprint of Seth Clearwater and she is pregnant with their daughter, Joanna Catori Collins Clearwater. Lucy is currently secretly contacting her mother, but her father doesn't know yet. She know he wll get mad when he finds out about her unborn child. But all she wants is to be happy and Seth makes her happy little is the aware that fate may be conspiring against her.

"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~

mother: Daphne Harridge Collins, 40, Heiress
father: Quentin Charles Collins. 42, Company owner
siblings: name, age, grade/occupation (if applicable)
others: name, age, relationship (if applicable)
history: Lucy was born on dark and stormy in the clopistered mansion of Collinwood, in Collinsport, Maine. The People of Collinsport Call it the mansion on the hill. It's on hill that is known to have had grieving widows jump from it and they believe the wailing widows call to the lonely and broken hearted. But I digress, from the day she was born she was raidsed to be the next in line to run the Collins Sea Food Company. Expected to do everythign as it had been done by countless generations.

On Her 18th Birthday she she got her trust fund alogn with letter from her dearly departyed aunt, Joanna, The Letter said donlt let this life destroy your will to live like it;s done with the rest of us. So Lucy got a plain ticket after choosing a random place on the map, and went from maine to washington state. How was she to know she had chosen place as infested by the supernatural as Collinsport Maine.

Her Original plan had been moving straight from Maine to Washington. But for about eight months she was in a small town called Mystic Falls, Connecticut. Assumed to be the only woman to not fall for the charms of the mysterious and handsome young man Damon Salvatore. Before Leaving Mystic Falls she asked Damon's Brother if there was anyway they could check in on her Parents every once in a while.

Essentially unaware of the news reports because she's always been one to watch the news since it's depressing she has no idea if anyone in Forks or La Push knows her secret.
In the present day, which is about six months after moving to Washington she lives and works in La Push. As far as she knows, no one has figured out that she's the mssing Heiress Occasionally mentionedon the national news. She made an anonymous donation to the community center after storm damaged the building. She hasn't started college yet because she didn't want to at this time she needed time to find her truth.

Lucy secretly has crush on one of hte guys on the reservation but she dares not tell them because she is afraid of them not talking to her anymore because she knows she has to tell them the truth.

"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~

player: Melissa
age: Almost 33
member title: Human
password: admin edit
anything else: anything that we should know?
rp sample:

Lucy Leaned against Jason as they sat awaiting to see the outcome, as he leaned protectively towards her she felt safe and she had to admit he was an attractive young man. She didn't want to act on emotions at this particularly emotional juncture in time, because she didn't want to look desparate. About ten minutes after the gunshot they saw two stretchers being brought out. One with a hand handcuffed to the side, that being Lucy's Ex. and The other being a young police officer. The former had grabbed a knife with his other hand after after hte police officer had shot him in the shoulder tryign to get him to drop his gun he had dropped the gun but he had run into the kitchen area and grabbed a steak knife and before passing out from blood loss managed to stab the young police officer, who was about Lucy's age, in the arm.

She looked at Jason, "Thank you. I will be glad to stay with you. " she wanted to find out where the officer was being taken so she could visit him in the hospital. "It's a crime scene now. It will probably be a few days before I can get my things/ But at least i know he can't do anything to my things while he's in jail or the hospital." she looked at one of the police officers came over and started questioning her. It was like unlocking the flood gates. The first Question had been does this man have history of violence?

Lucy looked at the female police officer "Yes, very much so." she proceeded to tell the police officer everythign she could remember for the last almost three years. "The most recent incident was yesterday but he was careful not to hit too hard because he didn't want any visible marks at the wedding." she said as she sighed it felt good to finally have that all out in the open.

The officer was amazed at the forth coming nature of someone who had been abused usually it took hours to get someone to start talking Most of the other questions were answered when you were answering the first question. she looked at her watch Lucy had basically told everything in a span of two hours.Most of the crime scene is in the living room. If you write a list i am sure my fellow officers will alow me to get some of your things for you. She knew it was obvious that this young woman was going to ask for a restraining order.

After being handed the notepad Lucy jotted down a few things including the antique jewelry box her grandmother had given her. "Thank you." she said handing hte list to the female officer.

"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~

made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
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[RYAN]

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