Writing, again.|Open|

[khorne]

Gwen sat inside the library, she had so little time to finish her books. She had recently arrived back from Seattle where she had been with the Libby girl, she was easy to be around and to get along with. Something about her made Gwen at ease and able to get along with her and they were both well ... outsiders almost, she was integrated with her neighborhood. Gwen liked Libby, a lot.

Gwen sighed as she placed her pen down, she had written only 100 pages so far over the week she had been working to try and get her book rewritten and she was running out of muse and she was on her last playlist on her Ipod touch, her Ipad lay close to hand for research and just to relax along with her laptop on her other side. She was well prepared, when her Ipad bleeped to tell her she had an e-mail she pulled it up, Carla. The e-mail read:
"Hey Gwennie sweety.

The neighbors son wants to take you and Megan to dinner along with his brother. You up for it?
I know you want to work on your book and maybe he might give you some inspiration. He wants to take you and his brother wants to take Meggie.

He says he knows you, Tom Bulman? well yeah. He likes you I think sweetie, you should go.

Love
Carla"

Gwen looked at the computer and sighed, she knew Megan would want her to go so she clicked reply and tapped the screen slowly, replying

"Hey ..
I think I should probably go so umm ... did you get his number? I mean ... I know who you are talking about and he is kinda cute but he is a bit of an idiot. I suppose that might just be male bravado?

I don't know ... he is a bit odd. Do you think he'd be able to bring a third friend so I could bring the girl Iw as telling you about, Libby, or her younger brother maybe?

Love
Gwennie"[/font]
She pushed the Ipad aside and looked at her laptop where a message waited for her from one of her online friends as the game chugged away and she clicked a few keys, causing the hot-keys to activate and the building process for her weapon to speed up. She sighed, her life revolved around her 4 possessions, her notebook(micro-laptop), her actual laptop and her Ipad. Her ipod was her muse but she needed more songs so she skimmed onto Itunes, picking out a few new albums and bought them, syncing them onto her Ipod and then her Ipad.

When she put the newest of her playlists on she picked up her pen and began writing notes again before pulling over the notebook laptop and continuing to type, chapter 2. She looked at her notes and then continued writing out the second chapter, making quick work of it as she built up her main character, a projection of herself and her sister in one.

She looked at the librarian as the woman approached and sighed, great. When the woman placed a cup in front of her
Gwen couldn't help but double take, it was a triple sized caramel coffee with a cream shot on top and this was her favorite. She smiled and nodded in thanks before continuing to write, taking a sip of the coffee. The fluid slipped down her throat like a stream of heavenly bliss. She looked at her plot notes that Megan had helped her rewrite and she continued to write, following it closely. She looked at her hands, an ink stain across her thumb up the heel of her palm made her realize just how much she had written.

When she had written most of the second chapter she sat back, she was only three songs into the playlist which had led zepplin, Pink floyd and of course slipknot and stone sour. This was perfect given the dark feel she always tried to put into her books, she had gotten two published because of that feeling and now she expanded on it.

She smirked slightly, perhaps this would be her big break. She would publish this under her real name and come out to her small following as the author of the books she wrote under the Alias of Alison Small. She smiled, what a great reminder it would be for her family to pick that up but then her smile vanished, they would only pick it up after she was gone and probably cry over her. She didn't want that at all, she wanted them to have piece of mind but that came with knowing the person who passed away was happy when they died, that they knew Gwen wasn't/[/size]

[carter]

Carter traveled all the time, she was done traveling and she wasn't really fond of it either. So when Chris wanted her to find recruits and to train some wild ones in washington, she went. Carter arrived early on the airport and somehow the smell of fish made her wanting to throw up on someone, fast. She sighed and took a taxi to some place called Forks. What the hell was this about?

she was not going to find any recruits here, not in a million years no. She got out of the taxi and walked around the town and found herself a library, better then nothing. She entered the doors and looked around, her violet gaze not escaping anything. She wasn't coming for a book and the guy behind the desk didn't notice that.

He walked, or stumbled more, her way and smiled a braces smile. Ew. She looked at him wondering if he gave people diseases and frowned. '' h - hello miss, what t - type of b-b-book are you looking for?'' he said and she let her eyes grow and back to normal size again. This was a freak, worse then her. She saw no muscle except a brain muscle. if that even worked.

She blinked and then figured eh would say something, because this bug was bugging her. '' none thank you. '' she said softly and harsh. He though didn't gave up, probably the type who listens to his mommy. sweetheart you aren't ugly at all, you are a chick magnet, go see it for yourself one day. Carter laughed at those words.

bad thing to laugh cause now he thought he was funny. '' b-b-b-b-but miss, this is a l-l-library, t-t-the b-b-books for b-b-beauties are in that c-c-corner.'' he flirted. Ew! Carter stepped back a little cause he was talking with consumption. She looked at the corner he directed her at and saw a girl with all kinds of technology there as well.

Carter looked at him and shook her head. '' I'm not here for books, but shelter. second, no matter what mommy tells you, you're a nasty bug who talks to someone like me in a way that i am getting sick of you. so go get yourself a goldfish and call it bubble because thats the only thing thats gonna like you if you behave like this. '' Carter said firmly and the boy cried.

She walked out of his direction and into the hall where the books where that he told her off. She looked at the titles and chuckled every time she saw one, how to attract a guy, if your pretty and you know it tell him, all desperate books, the idiot. She laughed on a evil way and sat down on a chair close to the window hoping for the rain to stop soon.

[khorne]

Gwen looked up as the girl spoke with the other librarian, the poor guy always got stick from girls for his appearance, but then she understood why. He wouldn't leave Gwen alone because she was the only girl who would put up with him flirting like that. She looked back down at her Ipad and tapped onto the internet, researching a certain new kind of weapon she had heard one of the guys were talking about, some experimental weapon that had been leaked. It looked pretty nasty, she needed some kind of threat or some such in her book and something like this looked suitable.

She looked at the girl who had insulted Tom so much and she spoke softly and quickly
"I ... you shouldn't of done that, he did nothing wrong. He has never been taught to do any different." then she looked down, Tom was a child born in England during the era of that weird chemical that mutated cells in children when used as a pregnancy aid. She shook her head, she hated it when people were insensitive to people's predicament.

[carter]

All she cared about was going home, in her chamber being all on her own. Not with computer freak on table and braces walking around like a bug. Carter rolled her eyes as she caught the attention of a human girl telling her what to do. carter smiled softly. She got up standing tall and looked down at the computer girl.

Carter looked at her, her hair was a little dead like, she was all alone in a library, with all kinds of electronic stuff around her, sherlock was born. Carter smiled and looked at the guy. '' better then walking up to him now and tell him to meet me in the back. He will go there trust me. wanna see a show? you got one. '' Carter said softly. She was not nice.

Carter walked up at him and almost threw up. Ew! never the less she took his shirt and walked with him to the girl. He was getting sick, he never dated a girl. Bet he's a virgin. Carter took him too a wall and got close her smell all around him, making him sleepy. she stepped back and took the girl with her maybe a little rough. '' one two three.'' she whispered.

And the boy threw up. '' never felt sorry for those types, you know why? because your clothes are ruined because of a simple hi. but i see you're busy opening a shop for electronic nerds so I'll leave you to it. '' Carter released the shirt of the girl and sat back on the chair to the window.

Carter wanted to go home soon, she was done with the humans here. The phone of her own rang this time so she picked up. '' Chris, when do you come and pick me up here? '' Carter said sadly and when he said she had to stay a few more months she could cry. Carter shook her head and threw the phone away. It was more worth then you think but she didn't care, her only family banned her in Forks.

She had no roof to sleep under and no food. What to do next? this wasn't a survival show. Carter sighed and looked out of the window as a tear rolled down her cheeks messing up her white jeans. '' oh crap!'' she said softly and tried to wipe it off. A small sniff came from her way and she hid her face in her lap. She should have known that her brother never cared about her the way she hoped he would.

[khorne]

Gwen looked at the girl after she let Gwen go and she slipped back into her seat and scowled. She was feeling oddly brave. She stabbed her dividers into the desk and looked straight at the girl and noted the tear and laughed harshly, she felt raw anger more than anything else. She looked at the girl and spoke coldly
"You know, when life bites back at you it hurts doesn't it? Treat people like sh*t and you'll suffer for it. So how's about you try not being such a self righteous vain b*tch." then she smirked slightly and continued "You can always take a second chance, people can always have a second chance you know." she smiled slightly in a sour manner
"but you do have to apologize to people you know."

[carter]

Chris was going to pay, Carter was stronger then his whole army and she would show him her rage when he doesn't give her a good reason for this. She heard a bitter laughter and smiled as her tears dried like water on a hot rock, no traces of tears on her face or in her eyes, her violet look at the girl. She got up and walked her way vampire speed.

The girl spoke and how stupid she looked acting all brave. '' I never give people my respect when they don't deserve it, you want to know why? try living in an orphan house where you're treated like shit on a shoe, I net you would be as me after your whole life living it the way i do. you wanna act tough, all strong. '' Carter sniffed and couldn't stop smiling.

Acting tough wasn't getting her anywhere. The girl continued and the mean bitter laugh of Carter would be as scary as living in a haunted house. The girl's bravery jumped from her body like fire and as carter got closer how much she drained away. humans, so stupid. '' hear yourself acting all toughened up, let me guess, your life is fucked up because no one loves you, then you are having a date with a guy who looks like a total disaster. '' Carter chuckled.

She smiled cruel and all mean. '' you don't know what you're saying, you never lost everything on one day, meeting a man who claims to be your brother after sixteen years in prison of an orphan house and then getting forced to be world's sweetest girl , like that will ever happen. I'm not apologizing to this bug, i might be apologizing to you because all the bravery you got is useless. All the dreams of happy ever after will never happen, you know why? because a happy life doesn't exist. '' Carter growled.

She walked out he library, she was done with this human forever, a second chance, never. Carter fought her tears and walked to the back of the library where the boy sat all sad and lonely, his sadness was filling her up, why was she draining his sadness away. Alright.. maybe the girl did have a point, so when she felt no sadness he looked her way. '' get out of here. '' she said softly as he happily hopped away like a bunny.

Carter looked at a happy couple walking hand in hand across the road, and she just wanted to scream that there was no such a thing as happiness. Carter sighed and leaned against a tree looking at the sky.