Esme Anne Cullen

[esme]

you're my brand of heroin ,]
Esme Anne Cullen


"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~

character full name: Esme Anne Cullen
alias: none
age: 115/ looks 26
birthday: May 19th 1895
affiliation: Olympic Coven
status: Veggie vamp

"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~

eyes: Esme has almond shape, golden eyes, framed with dark brown lashes
hair: Shoulder length, caramel colored hair, with natural waves and curl.
height: Around five, five. Maybe a little sly of that.
weight: 120 pounds
distinguishing features: The scar where Carlisle bit her to change her on neck hidden by her hair.
general appearance: Esme has a very motherly look to her, with kind beautiful eyes, a heart shaped face that her caramel colored hair frames with delicate soft waves. Esme generally wears dresses mostly as that's what was common in her time, but to keep with the new time she will wear jeans and t-shirts from time to time. Esme has a love of shoes like most women do and loves heels. Esme is more curvy than the others in her family, mostly because of being pregnant in her human life and giving birth to a son along with having a longer human life then the others. As you age your body fills out more, she had that time before she was frozen forever.

"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~

likes: Gardening, sketching, music, dancing, vintage clothing, shoes, running, children, people in general, cooking, sewing, shopping.
dislikes: The smell of human food while she's cooking it (back when Bella was human), bunnies while they are adorable they tear up her gardens, rude people, wild vampires with no respect for human life, guys who walk around with their butts hanging out of their jeans, girl's who leave nothing to the imagination with their clothes being so short, Rap music, Gold teeth in humans called a 'Grill' apparently, Thirst, fear of hurting humans, Child abusers, well any kind of abusers really.
ambitions: to become as good around blood as her husband Carlisle, Esme is good but she still has to leave if too much blood is spilt, she has slipped a few times in the past and its not impossible for her to slip in the future.
abilities: Most say she has the ability to love passionately, all of her vampiric abilities, as well as the ability to seem to help ease tensions, mostly because she looks so innocent and motherly its hard not to like her presence.
secrets: Used to be afraid of bugs of any kinds except Spiders, Still has a fear of Lizards though she hides it, Tried whiskey in her human life when she was a very young girl to see what the hype was about from her father.
personality:
Esme is kind hearted, and very loving. She is intelligent, funny, beautiful, creative and artistic. Esme has very strong maternal instincts and would be a mother to anyone who would allow her to be. While Esme is very sweet and gentle, she is also very protective of her family and would kill anyone who threatened to harm them.

Esme enjoys a vast majority of things, this happens when you become a vampire with unlimited amounts of time. Reading, sketching, planning, sewing. Many different things she does. Mostly she just mothers her family. Something she can't help. Its just who she is.

"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~

mother: name, age, occupation (if applicable)
father: name, age, occupation (if applicable)
siblings: name, age, grade/occupation (if applicable)
others: Un named deceased son, Carlisle, Edward, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Bree, Bella, Renesmee and before long Jacob.
history:
Esme Cullen was originally born Esme Platt in the year 1895, she and her family lived on the outskirts of Columbus, Ohio. Esme was always a bright and happy child, constantly wanting to learn new things. To fill her mind with all the things that made the world work. Esme's childhood was much like every other little girl's childhood was in that era except that Esme had a slight tomboy streak in her and liked to play a little rougher than some of the other girls. Like climbing tree's which lead Esme to breaking her leg at 16 years of age. Esme's parent's rushed her to the hospital where she met the most handsome man she'd ever laid eyes on. The man didn't look like he should be a doctor no he should be an angel or a god, she had thought to herself anything but a common doctor in a common hospital. The doctor had the most beautiful blond hair and the most extraordinary colored eyes any man has ever had, they were a strange but beautiful golden color, butterscotch maybe? Esme found her heart racing as the doctor introduced himself as Carlisle Cullen, a perfect name she caught herself thinking, she began to blush furiously as she was sure Doctor Cullen could hear her traitorous heart that was threatening to bust from her chest it was pounding so hard. Doctor Cullen smiled at Esme just them and she just about turned to jelly and melted to the floor, unfortunately for her not only was Doctor Cullen the most beautiful doctor she'd ever seen he was also the fastest doctor she'd ever met. All to soon Esme was fixed up and on the road to recovery. Esme expressed her hopes that she may see the young doctor again, perhaps around town, but unfortunately Doctor Cullen had plans to move soon. Time moved on and Esme never did see Doctor Cullen again, but she never forgot the god like doctor either.

Esme soon grew into a beautiful, ambitious, intelligent young woman who had many plans for her young life. Esme wanted to move west and create a life for herself out there, become a teacher. Esme loved children, it would have been the perfect job for her. However her plans were not in the cards for young Esme, her parents begged her to stay and marry since most of her friends had already found husbands. Esme being Esme eventually gave into her parents wishes and did as they asked, soon she married a man named Charles Evenson with hopes that her new life would be as wonderful as she had hoped the life she dreamed of out west would have been. This too however was not in Esme's cards...her new husband she quickly realized was not a sweet loving husband as most of her friends had, but rather an abusive man who beat Esme. Esme stuck with him though, complaining to her parents, they pleaded with her to just behave and to deal with it, just not to make him angry that things would be fine. Esme tried, she really did, she kept house the house clean and nice, she cooked good meals, but it didn't help he would still beat her. Esme enjoyed a happy period of time while Charles was away, but Charles returned in 1920, starting his abuse again and Esme struggled to break free from him.

Before long Esme found out she was pregnant, which thrilled her to the core, but she knew she had to leave Charles or he'd kill them both. So she ran away and soon gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. Esme's heart swelled with love for this tiny creature. This little miracle was her hear, soul, life, and life. This baby brought her everything because he was everything. Unfortunately the baby had problems with his little lungs and died a few days after his birth. Esme was empty, there was nothing left of her everything was gone, meaning was gone. So grief-stricken Esme Evenson attempted to kill herself by jumping off a cliff. So badly injured she was taken straight to the morgue. The morgue is where that same blond hair, golden eyed angel of a doctor found Esme who remembered her from years before, he was able to hear Esme's very faint heartbeat. Carlisle couldn't believe that Esme was in this place what could have happened to her that would leave her here this broken. Not able to just let her die, he decided to save her life the only way he could, Carlisle bit her, transforming Esme into a vampire like himself.

Esme screamed out in pain as her body seemed to catch fire, burning her inside and out the invisible flames licked at her flesh and seared her insides. This pain lasted three torture days, agony like nothing she'd ever felt. Esme began to feel immense relief as her body cooled, like being thrown on ice only it wasn't the body she remembered precisely. Esme's hands went to her belly feeling the flat stomach that once held a most precious life, one that no longer existed, her eyes prickled with tears that weren't there. Esme remembered her son and she remember the cliff, how was she alive? "She is frightened." Esme opened her eyes quickly, jumping down from the table she was previously on the movement was much too fast, she was crouched in the corner growling. Nothing like who she was, "Esme, please let me explain what has happened to you, I assure you we mean you no harm. My name is Carlisle Cullen, Do you remember me? I treated you once, you had broken you leg when you were sixteen. This hear is Edward." Esme quickly looked over to the young man who must be Edward, then back to Carlisle, the god like doctor. How could it be, he hadn't changed a bit and it was years ago that they'd first met. Esme noticed that her heart should be pounding wildly by now, her cheeks should be burning pink. "Please Esme, can you talk to me at all?" the angel asked. Esme sighed and straighten but stayed cautious. "Doctor Cullen....." Esme began but stopped, this was not her voice... it was an angel's voice. Soft and bell like it scared her but she began again. "What am I... This doesn't look like heaven I should be dead." she stated, her throat was burning.. which also went along with the theory of not being in heaven. Carlisle told her everything about what she was now and while most people would be happy with a second chance at life Esme was not.

Esme hated it at first, she mourned still for her lost baby. Years passed and Esme came around, quickly falling in love with Carlisle and they soon wed, she tried very hard to stick to their lifestyle of feeding from only animals though she failed a few times. Carlisle always stood by her side and never really showed any disappointment. Though Esme still mourned deeply for her baby she eventually gained new children, adopted ones. Edward was her first adoptive child, then came Rosalie. Rosalie then found Emmett, her mate...before long Alice and Jasper joined their family as well. Five wonderful adoptive children, and she loved them all as her own. Esme worried though about Edward, worried that her son had been turned to young, worried that he would be alone forever. That is until he found Bella, a fragile little human girl, but that fragile little human made their family whole, she made Edward happy, happier than Esme had ever seen him, that little human girl pieced the family together perfectly. There were some problems of course, including a fight with a newborn army created by a vicious vindictive lover of a vampire Edward had killed for trying to kill Bella, which ended with them including another member to their family. Bree, Alice and Jasper took her in, to train her to be a drinker of animal blood instead of being wild like she had been. Bella and Edward married and she gained another daughter. Thinking her family was complete, Esme was more content then ever but something happened during their honeymoon none of them expected. Bella had come back pregnant, the pregnancy was a rough one. Fear quickly rumbled through the Cullen's. Splitting them slightly most on team abortion. Esme and Rosalie stood by Bella's side though, respecting her wishes to continue with the pregnancy. Esme and Rosalie protecting her against her own husband, something that killed Esme to do. Esme watched the pain in her son's eyes, as well as her husbands. Esme could tell they wanted nothing more than to remove the child from Bella. Esme wouldn't allow that to happen without Bella's consent though.

The pregnancy was swift as well as rough, Bella's belly grew to being enormous in just a few weeks. The pregnancy cause problems for more than just the Cullen's, it caused a rift between Jacob Black and his pack of shape-shifting wolves. Jacob split from his pack who wanted to kill Bella and the thing she carried along with Jacob came Seth and Leah. Esme being Esme extended her warmth to the three wolves, though with Leah it was definitely unwanted. Jacob was team Bella all the way. The night Bella ended up giving birth to her granddaughter Renesmee she and her mate, her husband Carlisle were hunting. Esme's nearly howled with pain as Carlisle relayed information about what was happening to Bella. Esme loved her like she was her own, meaning Bella in pain caused Esme just as much. Wishing she could be there to help but knowing it would be dangerous. When they finally made it home Esme would meet the most important person in her life other than Carlisle. Esme loved her children dearly but..... Renesmee.... A child that held her name partly, a beautiful mixture of her son and her daughter. Deep brown eyes that when they touched her own captured her heart. Esme was sure life couldn't get any better, then Jacob imprinted and her family grew even larger. The imprinting process eased tensions between the Quliette's and the Cullen's even further, bonding them forever. Creating a safer existence for them all. Until the Voturi showed up and nearly ruined everything threatening to kill them all because they couldn't imagine such a thing as a half vampire half human. Swearing Nessie had to be an immortal child, despite her heartbeat. Times were down, it seemed as if they were all going to die. Alice pulled them through finding another one, like Nessie older though. Saving them all. They had won, for a time. Did that mean they could finally get their happily ever after?

"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~

player: Candi
age: 23
member title: Cullen Member
password: PURE
anything else: Is there anything else you want to know? lol? Oh I have a 3 year old son so sometimes things get hectic
rp sample:

Esme sat sketching quietly at her small desk, yet another renovation idea, she hummed happily as she worked. Almost oblivious to the world around her, of course her vampire mind made it impossible to be completely oblivious. Smiling softly as the sounds of laughter drifted through the house, Bella and Emmett were playing a video game and Bella was winning, which made Emmett complain. This was the source of the laughter. Carlisle walked quietly into the room, stopping just inside the doorway with a smile playing on his lips while he watched her work. Esme lifted her eyes away from her sketch and raised an eyebrow at her husband. "What on earth are you looking at." she teased lightly, she knew exactly what he was looking at and what his answer would be before he even said it, she didn't need to be Edward to know it. "My wife, the most beautiful woman in the world, of course." he replied making his way over to where she sat. "I love you Doctor Cullen." she said as she reached up to meet his soft lips, hers molding to his perfectly, softly, passionately and lovingly for a moment before he smiled and said "I love you too Mrs. Cullen, for all of eternity." Carlisle kissed her head before looking at her sketch. "It isn't finished yet, there is something missing, I'm just not sure what that is exactly." Esme stated quietly, and thoughtfully with a small sigh following. "I'm sure you will figure it out dear, why not take a break and join your old husband for a quick bite to eat? I'll race you and even let you win." Carlisle said with a soft chuckle, Esme stood up from the desk and put her hand on her hip dramatically. "Why Doctor Cullen are you implying I could not win fair and square?" she asked trying her best to look sincerely insulted.

"My dear, I am implying no such thing, besides I quite like the view when you in the lead and winning." he replied with a devilish look to his eye. "Please for the love of my mind, just leave and take your thoughts with you!" a voice shouted up from the living room below. A chorus of new laughter filled the house and I could picture my son pinching the bridge of his nose and squinting his eyes shut. I laughed softly as well before putting my hand in my husbands, feeling the electricity that shot between us as we touched. As we came down the stairs making our way to the back door we heard "Have fun." Both Esme and Carlisle both looked back at Emmett and smiled. "Oh don't worry we will." With that we were running hand in hand across our huge lawn like teenagers, toward the Forrest for a quick meal. Leaping across the river we giggled and ran deeper into the forest. Slowing only when we came across the smell of venison. Deer and plenty of them, a quick smile between us two and we were off. There was no challenge with our meal, it was easy. I took down my buck with quick, sure ease snapping its neck so it felt no pain, my sharp teeth pierced its flesh, seeking out the hot liquid that flowed beneath that I craved. A growl escaped my mouth, followed by a moan as the blood ran down my throat calming my thirst.

I finished the buck quickly and found my husband watching me, eyes still dark but not from hunger. Hours later we walked back to the house, when we got in hearing distance we began to hear the sounds of a fight. "Just shut up Emmett." Edward growled. "Awww Eddy don't be like that, I'm only playing." Emmett replied mockingly." Then there was a smash, and we ran faster making it inside the house to see one of my favorite vases laying shattered on the floor. "What in the world is going on here? What have I told you boys about fighting in the house?" I shrieked giving them my stern mom look. They just looked just like little kids as they pointed to each other and said in unison. "He did it!."

"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~

made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
copyright: steal and I'll send the Volturi after you. YEAH.

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