Newier is not always Easier ((Addy))

[Fiere Knightly]

Fiere was walking through Forks, of course keeping to herself. She really kept debating on just leaving here. Humans though would be all around her. She made her way past the town leaving it behind her, with her bag over her shoulder. Despite meeting her new friend, and right now (maybe temporary) roommate, there was nothing holding her here. She did not feel as if she belonged, and despite being alone her whole life, she was now feeling it. Really, she wondered, what the point of her life was suppose to be? She didn’t have anything holding her down. No family, hardly friends, then there was the fact the girl walking was only forty-one and fought her strength to be if not a normal human, a normal vampire; so either way it was hard for her to fit in.

She let hair hang lightly off her shoulders, and she could feel her brown contacts began to fade in her eyes; now reliving her golden ones, she was glad that she was out of town. Sighing she looked around. It was not a place she explored since she had been there. She was not really afraid, but it bothered her, and if all feelings left her instantly, she continued walking on the small trail leading off the path, slightly. She made her way through, and noticed an opening leading her into a small meadow.

Making her way through, Fiere looked around. The sun had finally come through the clouds, shining off her, making her shine like a beautiful stone. She sighed sadly. And made her way to a shade tree, hating what she was. She pulled her legs up to her body and tried sitting there comfortably. Here was nice; she would not hurt anyone. She hated the fact that she just hunted yet she was still incredibly hungry. Was there not someone or someone(s) that could help and understand her? Was there anywhere that she would be able to truly fit in and belong?

[addalynnrupert]

Addalynn had been doing nothing. Just take a few steps' around the forest, then moving on to the mountains'. Then she drifted back into the forest, and fed on a few deer. The blood wasn't as wonderful as human blood, but it still kept her thirst quenched. Addy walked carefully, and smelled an unfamiliar scent. "Interesting..." Addy said, as her eyes' caught sight of another vampire. Thankfully, it was another vegetarian vampire. Her feet moved swiftly towards the vampire. Her lips' curved into a smile, as she appeared in front of the vampire. "Hello, my name is Addalynn..."

It had been a while since she had met anyone like her. The girl didn't seem to be a day over 19. Addy, however, was changed at 18. So she looked just a tad bit younger. Addalynn looked around at the forest. Trees crowded over them. "I've never met someone like I. This is new. How old are you? Addy said softly to the vampire. Addy wasn't a mean person, actually she was pretty nice at times. Her cheeks tinted pink slighty, for her unsocial butterfly personality started to kick in. Addy was somewhat social, but it was easier now that she was perfect.

The sun casted over them, and both of them seemed to shimmer like a million diamonds. That was one thing Addy hated about being a vampire. Besides the whole, immortality, she looked like a disco ball in the sunlight. Her eyes shifted back down to the vampire girl. What was her name? She looked like a nice person, and seemed to be a bit upset. "Is anything wrong? I can help..." Truthfully, she wanted to help. Seeing people depressed was upsetting, and Addy had severe depression. It was never a good thing when Addy got depressed too. Since she hated it so much, it was worse for her to see others' down.

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[Fiere Knightly]

There was no use crying over spilled milk, as the saying goes. No she was not crying, she was just, well she had a lot on her mind. Was there no where she could go? So far, she had not met another vampire like her and the scent of dog seemed to be around the area. Something she smelt once before. Wolf. She wasn’t but was a bit scared. Being outnumbered by those things would frighten anyone really. It was not her fault she was who she was, more of what she was. Just then, she caught a scent of another vampire. She looked up slightly seeing a girl coming toward her. She looked around the age of what Fiere looked, before she could really stand, say or turn away, the girl already introduced herself as Addalynn.

“Fiere,” she replied. Standing, Fiere’s tenseness seemed to relax as she saw the golden color of her eyes. “You are telling me,” her slight southern, Louisianan accent showing through, “I am 19...well I was…I am actually 41.…” Fiere studied Addalynn a bit, wondering if she was going to end up in a fight or something worse; she didn’t think so though, as this girl looked to nice, like her.

Fiere closed her eyes a moment and looked away, as the sun once again hid behind the clouds. She hated this. As if she was not normal before, she was now completely in another world. It was like one of the nightmare novels that she had read so many times. “Is it not obvious?” she asked sadly, looking away, “I hate what I am. It gets harder everyday, every year. Not only did I not have a choice…” she sighed at her little rant, then apologized. She really didn’t get this chance to talk to another of her kind, now that she had, she kind of just spilled everything out.

[addalynnrupert]

Addy just smiled. She understood the girl completely. "I too, hate what I've become. I was 18, but in human years I believe I would be 232 years old now." She had a few decades on the girl, but still understood. They both had many millions of years', and would live forever. Unless killed, and sometimes Addy thought about it a lot. Fiere, was her name, "By the way, it's nice to meet you Fiere." Addy pulled a soft smile across her face.

Addy seemed a bit more comfortable around this girl. Perhaps, because they understood each other? They knew the pain they both felt, and both would rather drink from animals'. "Dont' apologize, I feel the same way. I understand, because I too did not have a choice." Addy remembered her past quite well. She could of course did into Fiere's memories, but she wasn't the type to be power hungry. If she had to, she would, but she didn't need to so why bother.

"If you would like to discuss things', I'm alright for listening. I can even tell you my story that happened so many years' ago." Addy smiled, and stared down at Fiere. She was pretty, of course, and seemed nice enough. Addalynn was interested in being friends', but she wasn't for sure if friends' were possible in the vampire world. The Cullens' seemed to be doing pretty well with things'. Perhaps, friends' weren't so hard at keeping. Even in the afterlife, you deserve some friends.

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[Fiere Knightly]

Addalynn had exactly 191 years on Fiere. So that meant she had at least a century or two on her as well. Maybe she could help? But help with what? That was not like some skill someone could learn to master…or was it? Either way the whole thing totally sucked, no pun intended. She took a silent breath and looked at the girl, over her shoulder, and turned back around. “You as well. Its nice to finally meet someone like… well you know.”

Why Alex, why? She wished she could remember what he looked liked. Though 22 does not really seem that long ago, it felt forever to her. Despite the week they spent together, the week he taught her to hunt animals, was the only time they spent together, he hurt her by leaving her on her own. Why he left, she didn’t know; why he didn’t kill her in the first place, she didn’t know either. She shook her head trying to remember anything that could have lead to this. Fiere now guessed that he had his reasons for his doing, most guys did, and she was tired of trying to figure out why.

Addy seemed really nice, for someone who seemed to be on her own as well. “Thanks, but honestly there is nothing else to tell. I really don’t have a past that I remember.” she admitted. She never had a family, and the only friend she remembered having was her old roommate who was killed the 22 years before. Fiere couldn’t even remember the girl’s name now.