Sweet Emotions -Paul-

[rachelblack]

The sun sat heavily in the afternoon sky, tossing warm rays down in Rachel's direction. It felt nice to come to the beach every now and then. Especially on day's like today. Opening her car door, Rachel slipped out gracefully, dragging her towel behind her. The entire waters edge was filled in small families and children building beautiful sand castles, and moats. A few children ran past her as she shut her car door, merely falling over onto her bottom. Holding her composure, she began to make her way down the small stone path. Off to her right, she noticed a few girls that were a couple years younger than her strutting their bodies off in their skimpy bikini's. Being Rachel, she slightly rolled her eyes. For being twenty-five, Rachel too had a body of a teenager, and she wasn't too afraid to show it. But like any other girl, she was one to get jealous and drag on and on about her body.

Placing her towel down on the beautiful white sand, Rachel removed her bikini cover and set it aside. She slowly looked around to that small group of younger teens to see if anyone happened to be looking in her direction. Rachel was more than proud over her own body. She obviously worked extremely hard for it over the winter months to even look half as good during the summer. Reaching in her small bag, she pulled out a bottle of sun-tan lotion. Popping the top, she poured it into her hand and gently lathered it over her arms and legs. She wasn't about to get a sunburn like last time, and then suffer. With one free hand, Rachel pushed her aviator sunglasses up onto her face making them perfectly even. Her long dark brown hair, hung past her shoulders making it hard to even lather her back.

Finally finishing up with her lotion, Rachel sat down onto her towel and laid back. It had been years since she had last been to this beach. And honestly, it felt wonderful. The nice cool salty breeze whipping over her body, easing it from the heat of the sun. Letting out a small sigh, she began to let her mind run. Everything was a little weird around her house lately. Jake had always been gone, and Leah was staying the night practically every night. She remembered when the two hated each other, and now, they were close. Like really close, even closer than before. Shaking her head, she tried to get it out of her mind, but it was impossible. Billy was rarely home anymore also. She moved back for the simple reason as to taking care of her father, and he wasn't even there. She found herself staying night alone at time wondering if anyone would be there for her to talk too.

Picking her body up, Rachel hoisted herself to her feet. A nice swim was in order for her now. Laying down began to make her think more than she needed. All she wanted was for someone to talk too. Quil was always around, and taking her to dinner, but still. It was odd knowing he was he second cousin and he happened to be treating her like a girlfriend now. But she did have to admit that she liked it. He was always a blessing to have around, and not to mention very adorable. But it was also time for her to find someone her own age. If he father found out about her doing with Quil, she knew he would have been hotter than hell on fire. Tossing her sunglasses to the side, Rachel made a run for the open water. Gatting about waist deep, she dove in forcing her eyes to open under water. It felt relaxing now. He mind had felt somewhat clear. But then again, not much.


Tag: Paul!!
Word Count: 680
Music: Rainbow In The Dark- Ronnie James Dio
Outfit:Click mee!
Notes: Remember, Rachel doesn't know about the shifting part juuuust yet lol

[hote]

The one thing he had dreaded about being a wolf. He had looked into someone’s eyes and found his imprint. His other half. The one person he would love forever, whether either of them liked it or not. And he tried to remind himself that he didn’t want this. That he didn’t want fate to choose for him. That he didn’t truly want love. But one thought of Rachel would change all of that, poke holes in everything he had tried to convince himself of. Change his mind, change his thoughts. He hated that one person had the power to that to him. Especially when he seemed to have no power over her. She seemed generally unimpressed almost every time he opened his mouth. And he couldn’t ever tell if she was happy to see him or not when hecame around. But what freaked him out the most, despite the possibility that she may never care about him, or the fact that he was acting like a whipped puppy when he used to be one of the biggest players around the reservation was that he really did love her. That he could hurt her. That he could mess things up. And that he most likely would simply by being himself. He would never be good enough for Rachel Black. A thought that tore him to pieces. Along with the thought that he’d have to start being nicer to Jacob Black.

He loved the way her lips would quirk up, in a lazy wry smile. And he loved the way her voice, at least to his ears sort of always had a husky, sultry quality to it. And he loved her curves. And he wanted to take her breath away, pressing his lips to hers, almost every second of every day. His thoughts got carried away from him. And so he had decided a run would be good. Work out some of the tension.

He hadn’t initially planned on running to the beach, but then again, he hadn’t initially planned on any particular end point. And when he smelled her scent, he knew subconsciously the imprint had been at play, he must have been following it. But he couldn’t say that it was an unpleasant surprise. The point was, simply, what did he do now? Normally he’d swagger on over, pretend like he knew the girl was dying to give him the time of day and chat up her up, but he wouldn’t waste a lot of time on it either. He’d never been good with words. Ever. And he doubted he was gonna start being good with them now. Which also made what comes next, a daunting task. Paul’s gruff and rough around the edges and usually hugely insensitive and he’s not sure how to stop being that.Paul got up and waded in the water and then dove the rest the way in and swam close to Rachel.

[rachelblack]

The cool, fresh water felt more than amazing against her warm skin. It definitely took her body temperature level down quite a bit. Looking to her sides, she noticed a dark shadow coming up behind her. Not being able to make out the outline too well, Rachel stopped swimming under the water and jumped up. Her heart racing, hoping it wasn't a shark or anything. Placing her hand around her long, dark hair, she ringed it out just enough to stop the water from falling into her eyes. Noticing it wasn't a shark, but in fact it was Paul, Rachel's heart beat went down some. Her body more at ease, and heart finally being able to rest. For a second, she thought she was for sure going to be a goner and no one there was a lifeguard.

A big smile tore across her face as she smacked Paul playfully on the right shoulder. Her heartbeat picked up pace as she watched the small beads of water drip down his beautifully toned body. What it was he has seen in her, she didn't know. Last she knew of him, he was always hitting up random girls in the town. Constantly breaking hearts left and right. "You know, you scared me you ass." Her eyes lit up, glancing around the water. No girl was around to follow him whatsoever. Now that was a plus in her book. But then again, she had Quil on the back of her mind also. She couldn't just do that to him. Not now. Not ever. It just wouldn't be right to break his heart and let him hang there. He was crazy over Rachel and she knew it. But Paul was also at that level.

Pulling her hair to the side, she began to slightly fiddle with it. She couldn't get over the fact that Paul had been following her around now for day's. Ever since they had first ran into each other at the beach and then again at her House. He and Jake had used to be close until she had come home and he started following her like a lost puppy dog. "So what brings you to the beach this time?" It seemed he had good excuses to why they were always constantly running into each other. And there was always an excuse that followed it. "Before you start with your cute little excuses, just follow me to the beach before I do really end up getting eaten by sharks." With a small chuckle, Rachel began to walk up towards the land.

As soon as her feet hit the sand, Rachel had felt a little more safer. Reaching down, she picked up her towel and began to wipe off. Her eyes not leaving his body at all. She just couldn't stop staring. It was becoming a habit. "I figured you would be hanging out with Jake or something? Maybe even Quil, or Sam?" With a big smile, she noticed a few girls looking over at Paul. There hands trying to silent their flirtatious giggles. Rolling her eyes, she tossed her towel down and crossed her arms. Thought rolled into her head about him possibly being here with other girls and just trying to get a piece of her on the side. She was far from that and never played that game. "Those hoochie's with you?" she asked, glaring at him.

Tag: Paul!
Wor count: 619
Music: ET- Katy Perry
Notes: awuh lol

[hote]

As Paul dove into the water he had been submerged in the water for a good times worth. He was near Rachel's body and then he raised up out of the water only to be playfully hit on the shoulder. Then she called him an ass and said that he had scared her. He gave a chuckle and said" It would not have been fun if i did not scare you a little bit. So how are you doing Rachey."Paul stood right next to Rachel , looked at her and then remembered when he first saw her and he knew she was the one for him. The time between when he first saw Rachel andhe imprinted on her and the time now he has had troubles when it came to knowing how to let Rachel know just how he feels for her and it has resulted in being with other ladies and he has regretted it..

Then Rachel asked him what had brought him to the beach at the present moment. He was pretty sure what she had been trying to get at. Paul replied with" I had a feeling that you would be here and i needed to talk to you about stuff. I acted on my thoughts and i came here and i am glad i found you especially swimming . The reason was so i could see that body." Then Rachel said before you start with your cute excuses follow her to the beach so sharks would not eat her.Then she followed it up with a small chuckle. As her feet touched the beach she bent over and grabbed a towel. She kept her eyes on him and said that she figured that he would be with either jacob, sam, or quil. Paul chuckled and said" Well it does not help if you cant find the particular people that others assume you are with." Then they both noticed some girls looking at Paul and they were giggling. Then he knew she was hot because with a serious tone in her voice she asked if those hoochies were with him. Paul said" No rachey i do not know them . I know i have made mistakes in my life but i want to change those mistakes and spend time with the only woman i have seriously loved ever since i saw her. That woman would be you rachey. I love you and your great personality

[rachelblack]

Being a hot-head like her brother Jake, Rachel just shrugged her shoulders and looked over to the group of girls who were now making their way over towards them. That wasn't going to happen in her book, Rachel wasn't one to accompany herself with new people. Especially around someone she had really liked. Un-crossing her arms, she made her way on over towards them. Her eyes lit with fury as she came to a complete stop in front of them. Cocking one eyebrow, she tilted her hip slightly. Rachel wasn't one to really start the fights, but now she was going too. There was nothing more she hated than to get stepped all over by younger skanks. "Can I help you?" There she went, confronting someone she didn't even know. One of the girls took a stand and looked over Rachel's shoulder. 'Well, I was just trying to tell Paul hi, that's all.'

The girl had seemed so sweet and nice, but Rachel could see right past her. Everything in her body began to boil, and her temper rose. Looking back to Paul, she shook her head and then quickly turned around. "Well, keep walking my dear. He is taken." Shrugging them off, she walked back over to him. Holding back the punch was the hardest part for her, but she wasn't about to get arrested for something that was a waste of time. And plus, her brother would possibly take it out on Paul if she did fight, and that would be another mark added to Jake's hate list against Paul. She hated hearing him vent about him everyday. It was beginning to get old.

Grabbing her towel, she listened to Paul ramble on about how much he had loved her. It was different hearing that four letter word. Especially from him. They had only known each other for so long and he was already in love with her. Tilting her head slightly, she looked directly at him. Her big brown eyes a little misty. Yes, she was bound to cry. "Look, Paul. I understand you.. love. me. But, Isn't it a little too early for any of this? I see you as the same also, I mean I care deeply. I'm just not ready for the four letter word yet." Grabbing her aviator's, she slipped them on and began to head up towards her brother camaro that he had just recently fixed up. There had been many occasions she had her heart ripped from her chest. And she wasn't about to have that done to her again.

Paul Lahote was a very, very good looking man, and for some reason she felt he needed better. Before he had even experienced this craze love for her, she had noticed half of the girls he had took out on the town. Many of them had the chest that she didn't. Even the legs. She seen herself as short, and slightly chunky. She felt only falling in love with him would cause her heartache. And he looked like the man to do that. Grabbing the door handle of the car, she tossed her towel in the backseat and sat down. "I don't know what to do Paul." Her eyes started to fill up with tears. So she had a slight jealousy problem, then again, it wasn't really that small. Every girl that looked at him drove her nuts.

Tag: Paul
Word count: 615
Music: Make the world go away- Eddy Arnold
Outfit: Click me!
Notes: Who doesn't love drama haha

[hote]

As Paul was talking to rachel there wa s a few ladies that was looking at him . Then they came towards Rachel and him.Paul knew that Rachel would not tolerate them talking to him and he did not want to talk to them because the only one that he cared about was the one that he was talking to.The girls had arrived at the side of Rachel and Paul.Rachel asked the girlsif she could help them. Then one of the girl responded with the fact that they werew just trying to tell Paul hi. paul said" As much as i like saying hello and being nice to people i do not like the fact that i was interrupted as i was trying to enjoy myself being here with this beautiful lady that you see next to me. If you could excuse us i would very much like to get back to being with her"Then Rachel lloked back at paul and then turned facing the girls and told them to keep walking because he is taken. Then the girls walked away and walked away and that made paul happt to be alone with his beautiful lady again. Paul knew that if rachel had not held her temper back and got into a fight with the girls that would make jacob hate paul even more. Paul knew that rachel did not want to do that bec ause jacob always does it to the point that it gets old after a while.

Then Paul saw Rachel grab her towel and then paul rambled on about his views towards the girl he absolutely loves . Sometimes apul can be known to go overboard but that is just because Rachel makes him very happy .Rachel began to say that she understands that he loves her . She also asked him if it is too early for all of this to happen. Although she told him that she sees him the same way also and that she cares for him deeply. She just wanted to take it a little bit slower. Then paul said" Ok I may have went a tad bit overboard Rachel but that is because i feel so good when i am around you. When i am away from you i am always thinking about you. It is how i would love to spend time with you and what we would do with that time.I can understand the issue with the l word and i am willing to try and go a little bit slower if you want us to." Then Rachel slipped on her flootwear and headed up towards the camaro.When she arrived at the camaro she tossed her towel in the car and she sat down on the driver's seat.Then she was talking to Paul again by saying that she did not know what to do. As she did that she began to tear up and he saw tears coming out of her eyes. Paul began saying" Please do not cry it will be alright. We will just take it easy as we talked about. I will not rush you into doing anything that would make you feel uncomfortable.

[rachelblack]

Hearing the somewhat soothing words of Paul assuring her he was going to take things more slowly, she let off a smooth quiet sigh. Of course she had feelings for Paul, but she had wanted to figure them out before she took any bigger steps. He was gorgeous. Definitely her type, but being the way she was, she had a problem with pushing people away. And the fear of shoving him back clouded her mind. Nodding in agreement to the taking it slow, Rachel slid the rest of her body into the Camaro closing the door behind her. What was she doing? Taking off on him would be the wrong thing to do. He was a wolf, and sometimes, it was hard for them to hold their anger.

Motioning towards the passengers seat, she unlocked the door. It was time she opened up to him and spent more alone time instead of with the pack. He could tell he had some kind of strange love for her, but in a way, she was giving it right back to him. And never in her life had she begun to like someone like this. Pulling at her hair slightly, she slid the key into the ignition and turned the key hard, revving up the power of the engine. Usually, she never drove stick, but ever since she had gotten home, that's all she had wanted to learn. Pushing in the clutch, she looked over to Paul and smiled. All her worry's diapered as soon as she placed the camaro in first and began to hammer on the gears. Crazy enough, Rachel enjoyed going fast. And the feel of the steel beneath her feat, and the rumble of the engine pumped up her ambition.

Pulling away from the beach, she looked over to Paul. Finally. It was alone time for the both of them. No girls around, no distractions, no pack, no nothing. Just the two of them out on the open road. Wind pulsating through her hair as she rolled down both of the windows. Reaching for the radio, she pushed the cd button, blaring Fleetwood Mac throughout the entire vehicle. "I hope you don't mind!" She screamed, a smile pouring across her face. "Its my favorite band! And for some reason, Im actually in a better mood." It was true. Not even minutes ago, Rachel was hanging her head over the steering wheel. Practically in tears because she didn't want to move to fast. But now, she was seeing it all in a different perspective.

Picking up her speed, she looked back over to Paul. The smile she had wore not leaving her face. "What is it you see in me Paul? I mean, you put up with my brothers shit, and handle what he has to say to you, and yet.... you stick around the house." Dropping it into a lower gear, Rachel turned down another road. She wasn't ready to go home at all. Paul was number one now.


Tag: Paul
Word Count: 541
Music: Dio- Rainbow in the dark
Outfit:Click!