if are lives are a memory -nessie-

[faith]

She had been out most of the day and was exhausted and it showed as she walked through the house and glanced at the closet which had her cloths as well as Basil when he would come to the surface and take his proper place in this body that they shared. Removing her cloak she paused and grabbed a dress that she rarely wore and turned around looking into the mirror and changed into the dress ready for a night out on the town as she closed her eyes. Sometimes she wished that she could stay in place going in and out was hard on both of them and exhausted her to no end.

Grabbing her keys she hummed as she walked out of the house and to the car she and Bazil shared. It was simple enough that they would pick one that could get them around. As she drove she frowned cursing herself she wished that she had brought her staff which she rarely left without it but didn’t turn back as she drove to the bookstore and went inside and looked around her eyes scanning the room. She had always loved books finding what humans came up with over time esp. the Rowling girl and her Harry Potter series that had ended a year before it had been a down point in her life even though the woman got a lot wrong she had to admit the story was interesting.

Paying she walked out of the store and down the street she closed her eyes and found a place to sit outside a restaurant and ordered a drink and relaxed slowly her hair falling over her eyes as she relaxed slowly. She rarely would go out among humans preferring a nomad lifestyle unless she had no other choice. People were bound to realize that she didn’t age at all most of the time she was still young when compared to the other witches of the coven at least in her eyes as she sipped the drink and looked around after paying for the drink just enjoying the day.

[renesmee]

Nessie was in her room at the cottage wearing a blue skirt and a gray half-sleeved shirt with her hair down. She was sitting at her desk working on her homework since she needed to get it done but just for some reason the ten year old couldn't concentrate on it. So she sighed before turning off her mp3 player that her dad bought her before taking off the earphones. She grabbed some black converses and put them on her feet before walking out of her room.

She saw that no one was around which felt odd to her but she didn't mind so she went back upstairs and got a light jacket before putting on her Cullen crest necklace and the jacket. She went to the kitchen and wrote a note on the pad of paper there telling them that she was going for a walk and maybe to Port Angeles just to look around. She signed it before grabbing some money from the counter that her parents leave for her just in case she did something like this. She pocketed it and left the house.

Since the ten year old couldn't drive or do anything like that she ran in the forest toward Port Angeles. Once there Renesmee looked out of the forest before checking her appearance which she did before walking out of the forest. She looked fine so she walked out and looked around at the town. She saw Faith over at the Pier so she walked over to her friend and asked "hi Faith can I sit here with you?" She smiled at her friend as she waited for her answer.

[faith]

Faith glanced up as she heard someone come up she thought about not looking up but decided to. A small smile playing on her face as she recognized the little hybrid who had come into her life “hey Kiddo” she said and brushed her hair from her eyes as she looked at her as she realized how much the young hybrid had come to mean to her in the past few weeks that they had known each other. Faith and Basil had both taken a liking to her though the two had only shown her simple magic among a few other things she considered her a good friend. She had been one of the few people that she trusted enough to tell her secret since it had happened and that alone had made life less lonely.

As she asked if she could sit down she nodded “have a seat” she said and smiled “how have you been?” she asked her friend her voice soft and kind as he watched her softly “can I get you anything to eat or drink?” she offered. She knew the girl was not a human and the food of choice usually was not a sandwich but it didn’t bother her as much. When you got to know Nessie it was a sweetheart and one of the easiest people to start to like over a few minutes. Pausing she looked at her and then down “I have missed you” she admitted a bit sheepishly. When Basil was out she slept most of the time and didn’t know what was going on it worked both ways and she had only been up a few days at the most still recovering what was going on and what had happened.

Swallowing the drink she had she rested her hands inside of her pickets “I’m surprised your alone” she admitted quietly. She kept her voice low so they would not catch bad attention. She knew that it would become stressful then she would have liked to admit. She preferred being alone as much as she could at times when you were with the coven it could get hard to not get a hive mind “what are you up to little one?” she asked as a waitress came and asked if she would want anything.

[renesmee]

Renesmee smiled at Faith some more even though she was putting on a show of being happy right now she just feels better doing that then actually showing her true feelings. Since the young hybrid is tired of being asked since they found out about Jacob getting Leah pregnant and she was heartbroken. Except she also started on crushing on Jacob before as well but she also started crushing on Basil but didn't want to let anyone knew especially her parents. Which is why the young hybrid stuck to putting in her mind homework and stuff whenever she knows that her father is around.

She smiled again at Faith before sitting down and sighing when she heard what Faith said. She said "I have been okay I guess." She smiled a small smile at her friend knowing that she might get asked again but she didn't really want to give a full explanation about her feelings that day. She thought about her next question before saying "Nah its okay thanks though Faith." She knew that she should hunt or something soon since her eyes which are usually a soft chocolate brown are getting dark but she just didn't feel like hunting or even hungry really. Which is odd but she doesn't mind as long as she kept herself busy and her mind then she wouldn't feel the hurtness of what Jacob did to her.

When she heard her witch friends admitting that she is surprised she is alone. She shrugged her shoulders before saying "I just didn't feel like waiting for anyone to come home from wherever they were so I went out by myself. Happens often but I don't mind as long as I don't get in trouble." She smiled softly at her friend before looking at the ground and sighing some since she missed being able to go wherever she could without any interference now that Alec is in town she can't. Also after what Jacob did to her she just doesn't feel like going out as much as she use to. She said "Oh nothing much just trying to keep myself busy so that I don't think about any of the bad things that have happened in my life." She smiled at her and then said to the waitress a glass of water since she should just get something so that she doesn't look odd to the other patrons around her.

She looked at Faith and asked "What have you been up to Faith?" Since she was curious and plus she is starting to like her friend Basil/Faith and is happy that she met them a few weeks ago.