Collins, Lucy (complete)

[Lucy Collins]

you're my brand of heroin ,
LUCERO TAMSYN COLLINS


"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~

character full name: Lucero Tamsyn Collins
alias: Lucy, Luce, LC
age: 20
birthday: May 18th, 1986
affiliation: Shifters
status: human

"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~

eyes: Blue Almond shaped and expressive.
hair: Waist length, blonde and curly. sometimes straight but always long


height: 6 feet tall
weight: 125 Pounds
distinguishing features: She usually wears a necklace, mostly tries to wear one with a star on it since Lucy means star
general appearance: Lucy is Tall and slnder probably a good head head taller than her mother. She prefers jeans and tshort but she doesn;t ming wearing dresses as long as they don't show cleavage. although most girls wear high heals lucy doesn't because she has hard time standing in them.

"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~

likes: Animals - They're wonderful to watch and there is such a great variety to. i like most of them. Animals don't judge you like people do.
Chinese Food - mostly garlic chicken. not spicy garlic chicken. I also like fortune cookies not the cookie part the fortunes. I collect the fortunes
Pizza - love Cheese Pizza with mushrooms. I find pepperoni to greasy and some sausage is too spicy
Pepsi -no explanation for why i just do. I like how it tastes i stopped being able to taste regular coke a few years ago,.
Coke Zero - no explanation, that's not true i like it because it takes like diet coke without that funky after taste.
Snickers Bars or in fact most candy it depends on my mood. My cravings change once a month.
Good Music - or what she sees as good music. sometimes that is what is popular sometimes it isn't. Anything that she enjoys for the most part
Collecting - I just like collecting things i like. some people call it hoarding but i can get rid of things. If they're cute and catch my eye i collect them.
Photos - when I want a lasting memory of somethign i take a photo of it. or if somethign is interesting. I love photos. They can be artistic or meaningful.
Writing - this is my way of being creative. When i feel inspired i write with everything inspiration ebbs and flows.
Organization - I like this because i like knowing hwere everythign but occassionally i move thigns around and forget where things are.
Comfort - this has many meaning. I like being comfortable around people but i also like clothes to be comfortable.
Loyalty - Someone who will stand by you no matter what. This is connected to the trust issues from my past. I will not going into that that is for someone i trust.
Quiet (Sometimes) - I like quiet when i've been in a crowd for a while. but not late at night sometimes it gives me a headache.
Sunsets - the colors annd pure beauty every sunset is unique. It;'s the end of the day but it's as unique as the day itself.


dislikes: Spiders - I have no explanation for this it just suddenly happened
Heights - i haven't always been afraid of heights but I am now. I used to climb to the highest spot in the house when i was little and now i am afraid of heights.
Rats - I was bitten by one when i was 17. I was sleeping and i woke up with my hfinger bleeding
Feeling Alone - this is a bit hard to explain. like above with quiet, sometimes i like being alone and other times i don't.
Confusion - this is kind of connected to the dislike listed below it. Needing Help leads to confusion.
Needing Help - For the longest tiime Lucy believed needing help wth something was weakness so she never really asked for it.
Dad - Hasn't seen him in 8 years. Makes me uncomfortable
Allergies - Due to the fact i am allergic to roses and they're the flower i am allergic to.
Being Interrupted - if my thoughts are cut off while i am talking it takes anywhere from tens minutes to two hoiurs to remember what i forgot. sometimes i finish a though ht the next day.
Feeling like i forgot something - when i think i forgot something and i really didn't. that drives me crazy
Feeling Lost - this is connected to Confusion. and Needing help. sdo it's a bit harder to explain. I tend to feel overwhelemed by emtions
Manipulators - Lucy's First boyfriend, she met him in middle school would always tell her what she wanted to hear and he would come over to her house and then say "i weill be back in five minutes" and disappear for several months. Then she broke up with him and the guy she datred after him would never let her talk.
Users - thinking bacl on past relationships makes one wonder if I allow myself to be used.
Guilt - I have no idea why i feel guuiilt for things that were beyond my control or having to call in sick at work when i am sick.
Being Nervous - this one is hard to explain but i guess everyone experiences it. I am not sure how to fully explain this. But when I get nervous i have hard time talking and i usually stare until the person starts talking.


ambitions: To Fall In Love again
abilities: Writing, Photography, Organization, creative and memory

weakness: Fear, Slightly naive, stubborn, habitual, shy
secrets: She was Engaged, She witnessed hte car accident that killed her fiance and She's afraid of being killed
personality:Initially she's really shy until she figures out if she can trust you. Then she'll joke around with her friends. sometimes when she wants to start a conversation and can;lt think of anything to say she stares at the other person until they speaks first. Although inherantly nonathletic like the others she does love watching them. Shy and Creative, Loyal and will help her friends if she can.

Lucy loves writing because in her stories she can be uncorrupted and happy because being molested made her feel like no one could love her properly. She prefers staying in the shadows because she's afraid something will happen to her if she gets close to someone. Sometimes when she reads her mind gets jumpy and she tends to start reading out loud to think clearly. Once she has friends she prefers keeping them. but she tends to act needy because she's afraid of people hating her. She doesn't like saying No because of this fear no one will talk to her if she says she doesn't want to.

She has an excellent memory she remembers almost everything she sees and hears. she has a crappy short term memory sometimes and she loses her train of thought if someone interrupts her midstream She sometimes contonues a thought several hours later that was interrupted.

Creative:
She loves writing in the summer she'll sometime stay up until 1 or two on hte morning just writing because the mood strikes her there are only two things that impede the writing her hand going numb and running out of paper. she has a compulsive need to stay within the margins on the paper. if she sees she;s going to go over the margins or has she will rewrute the whole page. tends to leaved the bottom five lines on a sheet of paper blank. she has no idera why. if she writes on one of the bottom five lines she will tear the page out and rewrite it.


Organized:
she prefers to be organized. everything in her room is in a specific place and she hates it when people touch her stuff. unless she tells them they can. Everything she owns is in her room. Most of her stuff is in matching storage boxes and all her movies and cds are organized by genre and studio. When she gets really bored she will reorgnanize everything but this usually ends with her losing something small by putting it some place else and then it takes four hours to find it. she has her shirts arranged by color and type. and the pants she that wonlt fit in her dresser drawers are haging on hangers in the closet sorted by type. Her books are all arranged by size from large to small.

Habits:
She tends to close her bedroom door everytime she ;eaves the house because she doesn't want her mother's cat to sleep on her bed. When she gets nervous she tends to hide in bathrooms. that's habit she started when she was a child. never eats cold toast because she finds it waxy and disgusting. Tends to get side tracked in the middle of one task and ends up doing something else. If she mispalces something she tends to have hard time sleeping because of it.

Collecting:
Most people call it being packrat because she will pick up things that people think are junk because she sees them as still having a purpose somehow. She still has an old stuffed animal her grandmother made for her when she was a baby. it's the only think amongst her collections that has nothing else like it. it may be dingy and ripped but her grandmother made and she intends to keep it for the rest of her life. She collects many things if she likes it she will start collecting it.

"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~

mother: Daphne Rose Collins, 38, in flux
father: Quentin Charles Collins, 40, Unknown
siblings: name, age, grade/occupation (if applicable)
others: Marco Call, Age 22, Died in a Car Accident. Lucy's Second Boyfriend
history:
Lucy was born on dark and stormy in the clopistered mansion of Collinwood, in Collinsport, Maine. The People of Collinsport Call it the mansion on the hill. It's on hill that is known to have had grieving widows jump from it and they believe the wailing widows call to the lonely and broken hearted. But I digress, from the day she was born she was raidsed to be the next in line to run the Collins Sea Food Company. Expected to do everythign as it had been done by countless generations.

On Her 18th Birthday she she got her trust fund alogn with letter from her dearly departyed aunt, Joanna, The Letter said donlt let this life destroy your will to live like it;s done with the rest of us. So Lucy got a plain ticket after choosing a random place on the map, and went from maine to washington state. How was she to know she had chosen place as infested by the supernatural as Collinsport Maine.

Six Months Prior to her arrival in Forks, She witnessed car accident that killed her first love in Maine. She has been living in Forks for about year. Unaware that distant relative of Marco's Lives in La Push she settled in Forks because it was a small quiet town.

"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~

player: Melissa
age: 33 Years old
member title: not too long, please
password: Pure
anything else: anything that we should know?
rp sample:

Had they really had scheduling conflicts so often in the last eight months that she had never gotten a chance to tell her best friend she had a boyfriend. "I never told you about Marco?" she paused "I met him 12 days before Valentines day. When i was working over time at the diner. And there was an instant attraction." she stopped before saying she believed now it was imprinting. "He's a Makah, and also Embry's cousin. Embry acted a little protective when i told him." again that fact made sense "Marco is 25 and his full name is Marco Hemene Call." this shifter thing was the part missing "I just never mentioned him before because in the last eight months I've only seen him about six times. This last time he said it was because he was looking for a house." she paused

She took out her cell phone and showed Taro a picture of Marco, "This one of my favorite pictures he's sent me looks so thoughtful." she paused, "Yesterday was the first time in six weeks i've seen him. I was in the diner eating after taking my final for one of my classes. But I digress." she paused trying to figure out how to phrase the next sentence without it sounding like a scene from a romantic comedy "....He took out a bullhorn and started repeating Lucy Collins come out here. I was in the restroom so it took me a few minutes before i actually knew what was going on." she went on to describe the events from the day before "The strangest thing is, that is hte house from the dream i had last summer where I married to Embry and we had two kids." she wondered if that meant she was supposed to be In Embry's family.

She looked at Logan "I didn't mean to hear you Explaining being a shifter to Taro. I promise I won't tell anyone who doesn't already know. Is that the reason Embry, Jake and Quil walk around shirtless a lot?" she looked at him "I am a terrible liar. am having hard time pretending i didn't just hear you tell Taro." she took her hot pocket and sat on the couch after sitting the plate on the table. she felt like she was able to start shaking. She had told him everything about herself and he hadn't told her this, that he is a shifter. "I trust Marco. If i am right about this. It hurts that he hasn't told me. I love him." the tone of her voice had changed. Taro would probably be able to tell that the tone meant she was trying not to cry. That was only because she didn't want Logan to be uncomfortable.

Lucy felt like all her energy was being sucked out of her like when she had panic attacks and felt emotionally drained. "I am not sure what to do, anymore." She covered her face and sighed deeply "Now not only do i have to deal with the fact that he asked me to decide if he should keep the other house or rent it. He wants me to decorate the house. Now it's possible that he's a shifter." she felt tears come down as she squeezed her eyes closed trying to hold it back but she should know by now that trying to keep from crying made things worse. Lucy had refrained from reacting a short time before when logan had licked she wasn;t really sure what to do when he stuck the thing back in there to make a sandwich "Strip Poker. Ick No way I wouldn't even play that with Marco and he's my fiance." She couldn't tell if he waqs Joking about strip poker

She rolled her eyes "Talking to Marco is easier suggested that attained though. He disappears for several days and never calls." she finally managed to eat her hot pocket and she wiped her mouth "Prior to yesterday. He was gone for Six weeks and I Have a feeling he's going to be gone a long time again." No matter how frustrating it was that Marco kept Disappearing on her. She still loved him "Um, Am i goign to get you in trouble if people figure out I know about shifters?" she knew she took her dishes and placed them in the sink "Logan you're always welcome here it's not like you have to sneak around."!

"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~

made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
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