Post by noah on May 24, 2011 16:08:56 GMT -5
you're my brand of heroin ,]
Noah James Hart
"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~
Noah James Hart
"You truly are one frightening little monster."
~Jasper Hale~
character full name: Noah James Hart
alias: none yet
age: 17
birthday: May 18th
affiliation: none yet.
status: human
"I'd noticed that his eyes were black - coal black."
~Isabella Swan~
~Isabella Swan~
eyes: Brown
hair: Light brown, blondish, short and spikey
height: 5,8
weight: 140 pounds
distinguishing features: He has a large penis.
general appearance: Noah is the type of guy to brood over things, he has adorable pouting skills and shy smiles, he has brown eyes and slightly tanned skin. his hair is short and brown/blondish he usually has it spiked.
Noah is athletic fit he has muscles and is hot, His current style of clothing involves dirty and torn clothing as he is currently homeless and has no other clothing, he likes jeans and shirts he isn't picky about what he wears.
"I will always tell you the truth."
~Alice Cullen~
~Alice Cullen~
likes:
1. Karaoke
2. Sky sparrow [His fav singer]
3. Writing
4. A peaceful enviroment
5. Rainy weather
6. Tv
7. Movies
8. Music
9. Books
10. Internet
dislikes:
1. Justin beiber
2. Bullies
3. Burnt food
4. Sports on tv
5. Jamie oliver
6. Western movies
7. Sunny weather
8. Startreck
9. Being bored
10. Being broke
ambitions: To become a writer, Noah is a creative individual he dreams of becoming a writer writing science fiction and poetry.
abilities:
1. creative
2. Loyal
3. Telekinesis [locked until vampire]
secrets:
1.Noah is Gay
2. Noah has never gone out on a date
3. Noah has never been kissed
4. Noah is a virgin.
personality: He is a comforting person, he doesn't have very good social skills often keeping to himself rather than going out like most teenagers. He is a shy guy that finds it difficult to express himself at times, he has the knack for being invisible no one really notices him, unless it's bullies .
Noah is a kind hearted guy that cares about other people even if they are strangers, he will always hear their problems out and give them solutions if he can think of any. Noah is insightful and thinks about things on an in depth level before responding to the situation. Noah also lives a lot in his own head.
Noah is often emotionally constipated, he finds it difficult to process his emotions so there will be days when he is perfectly fine and happy and other days where he feels like he wants to die, he has major self loathing issues and hates himself more than any bully could hate him, he is always putting himself down and believes himself to be worthless, he has very low self- esteem. Noah considers himself a broken human being, he is constantly trying to improve that in himself to try to be stronger and more confident, but finds that incredibly difficult. He is often changing, there are days he can be selfless and then there are days when he is self centered that he will only care about what he is going through.
Noah also has very little patience meaning he will become annoyed constantly if people ask him about the same thing over and over. He also has a short fuse making him lose his temper often. Noah 's rage makes it very difficult for him to put issues behind, he will hold on to grudges and issues even if it's been settled. When he is hurt emotionally he will lash out to share the pain too.
Noah is also very secretive He hates talking about himself to people and will often lie when asked how he is. Noah is emotionally affected by almost anything whether it be music or the weather around him. He is in denial about his homosexuality, he can also be very perverted at times often having inappropriate thoughts
One of the things Noah has difficulty with is his loneliness he is always alone and feels rejected and that he is not good enough for anyone. What he really finds confusing is most of the time he hates being alone with no one to talk to and no one to call friend, but sometimes he loves being alone and loves the quiet it brings him. Noah is also paranoid to an extent, he constantly feels people are talking about him & that people hate him. Noah is often a walking contradiction his personality shifts all the time, you never know what you get when you come across Noah
"Don't get your family slaughtered for pride."
~Carlisle Cullen~
~Carlisle Cullen~
mother: Jessica Hart, 22 [age of death], School Teacher
father: Jason Hart, 40, Construction worker
siblings: None
others: none
history: Noah Hart the only child of Jessica & Jason Hart was born in Canada, Noah 's mother was a kind and loving woman who cherished Noah and treated him well, while his father was strict and Harsh with Noah even from early childhood wanting him to become strong, at the age of four Noah & his family went to Sydney, Australia his parents going on their second honeymoon.
Jessica did not want to leave Noah with family, took him with them, much to Jason's dismay, one day at the beach Jessica went out Surfing while Jason and Noah made sand castles on the beach. Jessica ended up getting caught in a rip and drowned, when the lifeguards found her she could not be revived leaving Noah alone with his father Jason.
Life seemed to be pretty colorless after, there was no joy or laughter just sadness and silence. Because of his father's strict ways and his grief Noah became a very quiet and timid individual. He went to school and did his best to do good grades, but he never made a friend and even when he came close his father would forbid sleep over & visiting saying that he did not need the responsibility of another person's child. Noah 's school life continued to be the same, with constant bullying giving him low confidence as a result, but in the junior year of High school things changed when Noah 's father met Fiona Day a single mother who's son attended the same school as Noah .
A year after meeting the two got married, Noah & his new step brother Josh did not really get along, Josh was a popular jock he played Basket ball, Fiona suggested that Noah tried to get into sports to make friends, and his father told him to do it. Noah did what he was told and tried out for the football team, To Noah 's surprise he was actually put on the team. Who would have known years of running from school bullies would actually come in handy.
Noah thought he would finally make some friends, but he was mistaken as the jocks were especially cruel to him, because he wasn't like them. Noah stuck with football for a month, but quit when things got too much. Noah told his father how unhappy he was, and the teenager got into an argument with Noah which eventually led to his father assaulting him. After his father beat him up Noah ran away going all the way to Alaska with his savings and now lives on the streets to survive.
"You will never put me through that again."
~Esme Cullen~
~Esme Cullen~
player: Djshadylane
age: 25
member title: not long
password: Pure
anything else: anything that we should know?
rp sample:
show Noah closed his eyes as he sat at the park alone, he had his backpack next to him as he tried to clear his mind,The teenager sighed quietly, his birthday was almost here and for the first time. he would be alone with no one who would care.
Noah opened his backpack and slowly pulled out a camera, [I guess since I have nothing better to do, I may as well take some photos] He thought to himself. The teenager pointed the camera to the dark Grey clouds, the sun was not visible because of it leaving Noah feeling very relieved. After taking the photos Noah placed his camera away and brought out his book.
Noah looked at the black leather book that contained his thoughts, feelings and stories in a way it was sort of like a diary. Noah stood opened the book and began to write down
Ren, Hope & Despair
The story of a child who did not ask for birth, but was born anyway. A child that was raised by selfish & self centered adults, whose own siblings shunned him, an outcast. Ren never had anyone throughout his life he was alone and shunned, in order to survive Ren made his heart harder, colder and stronger. Ren stood in the shadows cold and alone always wanting the things he could never have. Throughout the years of watching in the shadows Ren's heart became frozen in ice, he had forgotten what it was to have emotions...to feel, although he smiled and appeared to be happy it was nothing, but an empty and shallow act. No one saw Ren or the pain he felt, the lifelessness in his eyes, no one saw anything.
One day Ren found a friend a fellow student named Hope. the two had hit things off splendidly, they bonded and although Ren had Hope his heart remained un-melted, The two boys became close and for the first time Ren had someone to speak to, someone who cared about him. The friendship between the two eventually blossomed into something much more. One day Hope confessed his love for Ren. Ren had found him self shocked and confessed to Hope, that he did not love him, and before he could explain Hope ran away. The next day Ren arrived to a school full of gossip, it was there he learned Hope had committed suicide by drowning himself in a lake. Hearing the news Ren wept in despair, his only friend, the only person who valued his existence had departed for the other side, death by broken heart.
Ren attended Hope's funeral to discover only Hope's parents were there, and that was only for a few minutes. Ren realized that Hope was like him in many ways, alone and unloved and just when he thought he had found love. His love rejected him. Ren despaired and wept endlessly, no one could understand his pain. One day the pain became too much. Ren borrowed one of his mother's kitchen knifes and walked to town where he purchased six roses. Ren went to the lake and pulled out the rose petals and held them in his hand, as the wind blew from behind him Ren opened his fist and watched the petals leave his hand and float with the wind until they eventually fell onto the water. Ren bent over and picked up the kitchen knife he borrowed from his mother's kitchen. "I am sorry Hope, if I was capable of love.... I would have picked you, you saved me, you gave me so much, now it's my turn I want to be with you forever, you died because I broke you're heart, let me break mine... so we can be together" Ren had spoken out hoping beyond all reason and logic that Hope could hear him. Closing his eyes Ren placed the knife over his heart, he felt the cold breeze of the wind blow against him and with one swift thrust agony was felt, within moments blood came from Ren's lips as he drifted forward off balance and fell into the lake. With one mighty effort Ren pulled out the knife from his chest and watched as the blood poured from his body and he sank to the bottom of the lake, as Ren sank to the bottom of the lake he watched his blood pollute the lake and after closing his eyes, Ren heard something a soft and gentle laughter when he opened his eyes, his vision was blurry everything was dark with the exception of a hand reaching out for him.
Seeing the hand had given Ren hope and with everything he had left he dropped the knife and reached out for that hand, reached out on that chance to be reunited with the only person in the world who knew and understood the real Ren. This is the story of a child who did not ask for birth, who was alone, but was given salvation by a glimmer of hope, and once hope was lost he despaired he was consumed by eternal darkness.
Written by Noah Hart
The teenager closed the book and placed it in his bag, he thought about the story he wondered why he would write such a story
Noah opened his backpack and slowly pulled out a camera, [I guess since I have nothing better to do, I may as well take some photos] He thought to himself. The teenager pointed the camera to the dark Grey clouds, the sun was not visible because of it leaving Noah feeling very relieved. After taking the photos Noah placed his camera away and brought out his book.
Noah looked at the black leather book that contained his thoughts, feelings and stories in a way it was sort of like a diary. Noah stood opened the book and began to write down
Ren, Hope & Despair
The story of a child who did not ask for birth, but was born anyway. A child that was raised by selfish & self centered adults, whose own siblings shunned him, an outcast. Ren never had anyone throughout his life he was alone and shunned, in order to survive Ren made his heart harder, colder and stronger. Ren stood in the shadows cold and alone always wanting the things he could never have. Throughout the years of watching in the shadows Ren's heart became frozen in ice, he had forgotten what it was to have emotions...to feel, although he smiled and appeared to be happy it was nothing, but an empty and shallow act. No one saw Ren or the pain he felt, the lifelessness in his eyes, no one saw anything.
One day Ren found a friend a fellow student named Hope. the two had hit things off splendidly, they bonded and although Ren had Hope his heart remained un-melted, The two boys became close and for the first time Ren had someone to speak to, someone who cared about him. The friendship between the two eventually blossomed into something much more. One day Hope confessed his love for Ren. Ren had found him self shocked and confessed to Hope, that he did not love him, and before he could explain Hope ran away. The next day Ren arrived to a school full of gossip, it was there he learned Hope had committed suicide by drowning himself in a lake. Hearing the news Ren wept in despair, his only friend, the only person who valued his existence had departed for the other side, death by broken heart.
Ren attended Hope's funeral to discover only Hope's parents were there, and that was only for a few minutes. Ren realized that Hope was like him in many ways, alone and unloved and just when he thought he had found love. His love rejected him. Ren despaired and wept endlessly, no one could understand his pain. One day the pain became too much. Ren borrowed one of his mother's kitchen knifes and walked to town where he purchased six roses. Ren went to the lake and pulled out the rose petals and held them in his hand, as the wind blew from behind him Ren opened his fist and watched the petals leave his hand and float with the wind until they eventually fell onto the water. Ren bent over and picked up the kitchen knife he borrowed from his mother's kitchen. "I am sorry Hope, if I was capable of love.... I would have picked you, you saved me, you gave me so much, now it's my turn I want to be with you forever, you died because I broke you're heart, let me break mine... so we can be together" Ren had spoken out hoping beyond all reason and logic that Hope could hear him. Closing his eyes Ren placed the knife over his heart, he felt the cold breeze of the wind blow against him and with one swift thrust agony was felt, within moments blood came from Ren's lips as he drifted forward off balance and fell into the lake. With one mighty effort Ren pulled out the knife from his chest and watched as the blood poured from his body and he sank to the bottom of the lake, as Ren sank to the bottom of the lake he watched his blood pollute the lake and after closing his eyes, Ren heard something a soft and gentle laughter when he opened his eyes, his vision was blurry everything was dark with the exception of a hand reaching out for him.
Seeing the hand had given Ren hope and with everything he had left he dropped the knife and reached out for that hand, reached out on that chance to be reunited with the only person in the world who knew and understood the real Ren. This is the story of a child who did not ask for birth, who was alone, but was given salvation by a glimmer of hope, and once hope was lost he despaired he was consumed by eternal darkness.
Written by Noah Hart
The teenager closed the book and placed it in his bag, he thought about the story he wondered why he would write such a story
"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
~Rosalie Hale~
~Rosalie Hale~
made by: Rae {cupcake/vanilla_pop} of RPG-D && Caution 2.0
disclaimer: quotes are from the characters in the Twilight series
copyright: steal and I'll send the Volturi after you. YEAH.
